1. momma. 

2. shaakiraa

3. jess

4.  miles

4 1/2. trey

5. dad.

eight ways to win my heart.

<3 - P E R S O N A L I T Y . be different; interesting lol. if you make me laughh then thats all that matters.

<3 - be affectionate ! i lovee guys who like give me kisses all the time, even when we’re with his friends. 

<3 - Guys with tattoos <3 

<3 - someone whos good with my family AND friends. 

<3 - A car is a mustttt.

<3 - gottaaa respect mee and what i wanttt.

<3 - Bring me iced tea when you pick me upp,<3

<3 - good taste in music!

Day One: ten things you want to say to ten different people.
Day Two: nine things about yourself.
Day Three: eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: four turn offs.
Day Eight: three turn ons.
Day Nine: two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: one confession

paramore. misery business. 

(via circasurvivesforerica)

who am i ?

i honestly don’t know.

i used to try and change myself constantly. especially with guys. ohmygod. i just felt like noone would like me the way i am so i have to like what you like.  id change for you. id be whoever you want me to be. and i still do that sometimes now. i live for everyone except me. but that stops for good. and it stops, now.

but when i figure it out ill let you know. 

okaays so you wanted me to write about you (typies) so ill try haha.

hmmm i dont even know where to start.

 so we talked like mid august last year, for like 2 months later and NEVER ASKED ME OUT so we just stopppedd talkinggg. but during those two monthhs i have soo many just little memories i still think aboutt. like when we were laying in your bed watching taken and like felll asleeeep and i remember opening my eyes and you were likee right there next to me, looking at me. or the first time you held my hand the whole time you drove me homeeee. like the little moments are the ones i remember the most. and you were the one i called when my parents told me they were breaking uppp. i remember you came over and like sat and held me while i cried for a whilee. i really had strong feelings for you. BUTTT then you were a dickhead for a few months haha, but now things are like they were beforee. kindof. like its not the same. but you say youre different now. and its not gonna be like last time. i reallly hope not. because i honestly want everything to work out with you. even though your moving in like two months. cant get over that haha. idk, you make me feel allll types of ways. happy, insecure, nervous, everything. i lovee when you call me baby. i lovee when you put your arms around meee. its so weird writing this knowing your gonna see haha. but you also make me feel insecure. like im not good enough. and sometimes you even make me feel like you dont want me. like your sick of me. or like im annoying. and i hate when you dooo, cause it makes me feel like you used to make me feel last time. you really used to hurt my feelings last time. hahah i sound like a little bitchh but you did ! cause i cared about you soooo muchhh and i hated feeling like i wasnt good enough for you to care about me the same way. :/ .  like i love youu, i mean im not in love with you, but i care about you soo muchh and i dont know why! it bothers me. i want to hate you so bad sometimes. but i know i never could. everrr. not even a little. i never stopped liking you tyler. and its weird that we’re talking again a year later haha. so much has changed. maybe that means things’ll work this time. i want them to soo badd. because im sick of being single. im sick of not having someone to be cute with haha. and i wannaaa be cute with youuuuu. so corny ahahah, but you know i am. i dont feel like writing more soooooooo im gonna cut this off now ? hahaha i wuvv youuuu tyty, and we’re not discussing this post so dont text me or call me about it cause i wont answer hahah. 

<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.